I Didn’t Disappear. I Went Where Most People Avoid.
If you’ve been wondering why I went quiet, here’s the uncomfortable truth:
I wasn’t resting. I wasn’t lost. I wasn’t “busy with life.” I was thinking. And thinking deeply is something modern society actively discourages.
While everyone was posting opinions they hadn’t lived, I stepped away to do something radical: sit with experience. Mine. Other people’s. The kind that doesn’t fit neatly into inspirational quotes or viral threads. And out of that silence came three books.
Why Posting Slowed
Because noise is cheap. Insight is expensive. At some point in life — usually when the body starts reminding you that you’re not immortal — you realize that most conversations are recycled nonsense. Same arguments. Same moral posturing. Same fake certainty.
I didn’t want to add to that landfill. So I withdrew. I observed relationships, faith, power, desire, hypocrisy, ambition, God, and the quiet lies we tell ourselves just to sleep at night. And I wrote what most people are afraid to say out loud.
Getting Older Does Something Dangerous
It gives you perspective. You start noticing patterns:
- What we call “freedom” often looks like addiction.
- What we call “love” is frequently negotiation.
- What we call “faith” is sometimes fear wearing a holy costume.
When you’ve lived long enough, you stop needing approval. Writing stops being about likes and starts being about leaving a record.
Why Put It in Writing?
Because experience locked inside one person dies with them. But written down? It becomes a mirror.
Someone reading this will recognize themselves and feel exposed. Another will feel relieved that someone finally said what they’ve been thinking. That’s the risk of honest writing — and also its responsibility.
These books are not motivational. They are not polite. They are not designed to make you comfortable. They are designed to make you pause.
What’s Coming
Very soon — days, not months — there will be an unload.
Three books.
Different themes.
Same refusal to lie.
If you’re expecting soft affirmations, this may not be for you. If you’re tired of pretending everything makes sense, welcome. The silence is over. Now comes the inconvenient part.
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